13:30 23 March 2005
Mariah Carey still has "nightmares" about her marriage to Tommy Mottola.
The sexy singer, who wed the Sony Records boss in 1993 but divorced him five years later, says their relationship had already started to hit the rocks when they went on honeymoon.
She said: "On the honeymoon I was running down the beach, miserable, crying and alone. My relationship with my husband was not a physical relationship. It just wasn't. I still have nightmares about it."
The 34-year-old beauty, who was a virgin when she married Mottola, also wishes she was more sexually experienced.
Mariah, who says she can count the number of men she's slept with on one hand, believes that if she had had more partners it would have changed the way she behaved in relationships.
She added in an interview with US magazine America: "I would like to be more experienced. I feel that, with certain relationships, if I had been more experienced, maybe things would have been different."
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